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It was a somewhat lazy day today. Not lazy, but I certainly wasn't burning extra hot or anything. I did get through inbox catchup, which I give myself credit for, but RSS remains undone. As does IW, obviously, so I definitely gotta give that the old college try tomorrow before dumping myself back into pod edits. I spent more time hanging out with T today than I had envisioned, which is not a bad thing; it just means I didn't get as much done as I would have otherwise.
I didn't take any steps toward a stricter calendar; I just set up my usual vague calendar. :) I keep thinking there must be a way to kind of take this incrementally, so I'll work on that, perhaps. I kind of sighed today while looking at my to-do list. Unconsciously, I guess, but enough that T asked me what was wrong. It's not that anything's wrong, it's just...there's always stuff to do. And I kinda feel like the list keeps growing, so I don't have to be an analytic genius to know that that's not sustainable.
I should also start thinking more about survival work. That's looming larger, and I gotta find a way to address that. I am constantly in awe of Jeff's hustle; I should take a page from his book and put a little muscle into it. Or any muscle into it. :) It's just such a drag. From Facebook Memories today I was reminded that it's been two years since I left Triton. Two years! Been a good two years, I have to admit, but certainly not without its costs. Gotta figure out a way to make this sustainable, or at least determine whether that's even possible. Why is money. Why is life.
Yeah. That's the kind of stuff I definitely can't get bogged down in. One foot in front of the other. One day at a time. That kind of thing. That always seems like the easier way to go. For now, I gotta put one foot in front of the other in bed. Until tomorrow.
I didn't take any steps toward a stricter calendar; I just set up my usual vague calendar. :) I keep thinking there must be a way to kind of take this incrementally, so I'll work on that, perhaps. I kind of sighed today while looking at my to-do list. Unconsciously, I guess, but enough that T asked me what was wrong. It's not that anything's wrong, it's just...there's always stuff to do. And I kinda feel like the list keeps growing, so I don't have to be an analytic genius to know that that's not sustainable.
I should also start thinking more about survival work. That's looming larger, and I gotta find a way to address that. I am constantly in awe of Jeff's hustle; I should take a page from his book and put a little muscle into it. Or any muscle into it. :) It's just such a drag. From Facebook Memories today I was reminded that it's been two years since I left Triton. Two years! Been a good two years, I have to admit, but certainly not without its costs. Gotta figure out a way to make this sustainable, or at least determine whether that's even possible. Why is money. Why is life.
Yeah. That's the kind of stuff I definitely can't get bogged down in. One foot in front of the other. One day at a time. That kind of thing. That always seems like the easier way to go. For now, I gotta put one foot in front of the other in bed. Until tomorrow.