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Just a quick one tonight. I'm...not beat, exactly, but distracted. I finally bit the bullet and took IW on today. Not my greatest work, but I'm glad to just get it off my list. I was so head-down that I missed some socmed, so...oops. A lot of breaking routine today...jumbled my morning a bit before T's work, pushed my chores until the evening so I could work on IW. I dunno...doesn't really work out as well. Tomorrow will be a little heavy on dailies, but I'm gonna try and get back to the old routine and really try to make a go at taking care of DFA in one day. I think TF is getting pushed to next week, so I don't have to rush that this week, which I'm thankful for. I honestly am not sure how I wind up so far behind.
That's a lie. I fucked around Monday and Tuesday this week, and I know it. If I'm ever going to stand a chance of reaching sustainability, I have really gotta get shit done when I need to get it done. I didn't strict up my scheduling this week like I had tossed around doing; maybe it's really time to seriously consider that kind of thing. I think part of it may be like avoiding going to the doctor for fear of getting bad news. It's like...if I really precisely lay out my schedule, I may realize that I actually don't have time for all this shit. No good can come of that, I think...hiding from the facts, I mean. It's not like me, I'd like to think.
Lessee...happier news, happier news... Got my delivery of Star Crossed today from the Kickstarter! Huge addition to the library. Very excited. Reminds me...I forgot to do the paperwork on that; I'll do that right after I finish this post. Then I'll head to bed. Speaking of that, while I'm trying to revise my routine, I was thinking again how I should try and get back to doing less screen time at night, shutting down the office earlier, and leaving myself time to do some reading. I'm not exactly sure how I fell away from that, but I feel like that was a better arrangement than what I have now.
Yeah. In my gut I know it's going to turn out that I don't actually have time for all this stuff. I dunno how people live.
That's a lie. I fucked around Monday and Tuesday this week, and I know it. If I'm ever going to stand a chance of reaching sustainability, I have really gotta get shit done when I need to get it done. I didn't strict up my scheduling this week like I had tossed around doing; maybe it's really time to seriously consider that kind of thing. I think part of it may be like avoiding going to the doctor for fear of getting bad news. It's like...if I really precisely lay out my schedule, I may realize that I actually don't have time for all this shit. No good can come of that, I think...hiding from the facts, I mean. It's not like me, I'd like to think.
Lessee...happier news, happier news... Got my delivery of Star Crossed today from the Kickstarter! Huge addition to the library. Very excited. Reminds me...I forgot to do the paperwork on that; I'll do that right after I finish this post. Then I'll head to bed. Speaking of that, while I'm trying to revise my routine, I was thinking again how I should try and get back to doing less screen time at night, shutting down the office earlier, and leaving myself time to do some reading. I'm not exactly sure how I fell away from that, but I feel like that was a better arrangement than what I have now.
Yeah. In my gut I know it's going to turn out that I don't actually have time for all this stuff. I dunno how people live.