One step at a time
May. 21st, 2019 11:23 pmOkay, so...I had therapy this morning. Best to lead with that. :) It was...good? It was illuminating. Helpful, even. But it took it out of me a little bit. Like...in a good way, but I didn't get all that much else done today, except taking the car for a wash. :) Well, that's not entirely true...I got stuff done. Hit my dailies and all that. Perhaps most important is that (on my therapist's advice) I made sure to set aside time to go out for a walk and kind of clear my head a bit, and that was actually very nice. Took a chunk out of the middle of the day, though, so...that's part of why I didn't have time for work work. Plus the usual procrastination and whatnot, but... Well, whatever. The point being I basically did the minimum today, but kind of in a good way. Means I really gotta haul ass on Crossroads tomorrow, though. So that's gonna be my day tomorrow if I can help it.
MM stream tonight, of course, so abridged downtime with T. Afterward, though, I also got a bit done on that coding side-project, which I've basically been neglecting since, like...end of last week. Do damn hard to find time to do core work, let alone side stuff. Such a drag.
Anyway. Feeling like I can actually take a decent stab at getting to sleep tonight, so I'm gonna give that a shot. I dunno. Overall I think I'm just feeling the stress, which I had hoped would be magically cured by therapy today, but I know that's not how that works. Just gotta keep going and find time to take care of myself while I do it. At least I have a solid goal for tomorrow, so...I know what I gotta do. Onward!
MM stream tonight, of course, so abridged downtime with T. Afterward, though, I also got a bit done on that coding side-project, which I've basically been neglecting since, like...end of last week. Do damn hard to find time to do core work, let alone side stuff. Such a drag.
Anyway. Feeling like I can actually take a decent stab at getting to sleep tonight, so I'm gonna give that a shot. I dunno. Overall I think I'm just feeling the stress, which I had hoped would be magically cured by therapy today, but I know that's not how that works. Just gotta keep going and find time to take care of myself while I do it. At least I have a solid goal for tomorrow, so...I know what I gotta do. Onward!