Checking in; checking out

Early post this evening. Partially because I'm gonna catch the MM show tonight and hopefully head to bed not soon after, since I've been having kind of a bad brain day, so I'm gonna see about maybe getting a little more sleep if I can swing it. Therapy this morning was pretty good. Like...I don't feel immediately better today, but I know that's not what it's about. Still a pretty good convo, though. Today's just...one of those days. I can feel the anxiety in my chest, and I know nothing's wrong, but...something's wrong. Even so, I feel like I did all right today, considering. Made it to therapy, got my chores done, and I got my dailies done and made up some work from yesterday. The big thing is that I didn't get to FaFDM today, but client says tomorrow is fine for the rough cut, so...still on schedule for that, at least. I gotta try and make sure FaFDM doesn't dominate my week; I still gotta find some time for job hunting and all. Oh, and the new OtT projects are coming down the pipe, too, so that's a thing. I really wonder how all this is going to work in the future, but I seriously can't be worrying about that until I figure out the work situation.

This is the first month I'm handling MMP finances, so that's a thing. I think I have all the specifics worked out at this point, but I haven't actually pulled the trigger yet. Maybe that'll be tonight, maybe tomorrow. Smarter to do it tonight so I can focus on editing tomorrow, but I'm not sure I have the brain space. We'll see if this tea helps.

ANYway. Early blog post done, so...that puts a button on my dailies, at least. My therapist says to focus more on progress than not, so...it's at least good that I can have a day like today and still get things done. I'll see if I can hang my hat on that. Onward.