Irregular day
Jan. 30th, 2020 09:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flatvurmAnother day mostly gone to Flank. I did manage to get some laundry done, though, so there's that. And so far I've done preeetty well on the dailies. I think I can probably go clean, but I may have to cut some corners on the inboxing. Couple of extra tasks have piled up; not sure if I'm gonna get to 'em tonight or will have to hit them up tomorrow. I have a distressing headache as a result of today's activities.
Which weren't all bad, by the way. I mean they weren't fun, by any means, but I learned a lot today. There's a lot to think on, particularly before I act on it, but it's weird feeling on one hand like people are looking to me for guidance or something, and on the other hand feeling like I really have no idea what I'm doing, and also I keep fucking things up. I know the truth is not that extreme in either directions, and also that's just...you now. Life and learning and stuff. But it is stressing me out, and I keep telling myself I'm just...doing the best I can.
So that's what I'm continuing to do. The best that I can. It's a plod.
Gonna try and get some more work done tonight, and then...well, tomorrow is tomorrow. Peace.
Which weren't all bad, by the way. I mean they weren't fun, by any means, but I learned a lot today. There's a lot to think on, particularly before I act on it, but it's weird feeling on one hand like people are looking to me for guidance or something, and on the other hand feeling like I really have no idea what I'm doing, and also I keep fucking things up. I know the truth is not that extreme in either directions, and also that's just...you now. Life and learning and stuff. But it is stressing me out, and I keep telling myself I'm just...doing the best I can.
So that's what I'm continuing to do. The best that I can. It's a plod.
Gonna try and get some more work done tonight, and then...well, tomorrow is tomorrow. Peace.