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Weekend catchup
Jan. 4th, 2020 11:13 amI'm going just slightly out of order today, just since I have some time to make a blog post. In fairness, I've done almost all my dailies already (saving only inboxing), so it's not terribly out of order. Anyway. Feels like an anxiety day today. I've already been out running errands this morning, and I just felt...overly emotional, somehow. But now that I've kinda settled into my day, it feels like good ol' plain anxiety, so I dunno what's going on. Trying to take it easy and have some calm-down tea, so we'll see if I recover or if this is just...gonna be like this today.
T was up really early this morning not feeling well, so she's sacked back out and (I hope) recovering. Bad times. Like I said, I used the time to run some errands and get some chores and dailies done. The hope is to do some BSO editing today, so we'll see how that goes. I'll feel good if I can knock that out; then I can focus on getting caught up with OtT stuff.
Last night, T and I finished up Boston Legal. I forgot how much I enjoyed that show. I like chilling with T and watching TV, but I think I'm going to have to start doing less of that in the near future, depending of course on how all this work stuff goes. Which reminds me, I didn't mention it when I was recapping thoughts for the new year, but I also want to retool how I handle my finances and budgeting. Mostly that's dependent on getting some income first, though, so...I guess let me not put the cart before the horse on that one. I'm thinking of changing up MMP budgeting, too, anyway, so that'll probably be enough to keep me busy. Ooh, that's gonna be something else to handle next week, too.
So, yeah. I dunno. Stuff going on, and I'm not really feeling at the top of my game right now. Currently trying to decide what to do after I'm done here. Would it be better for me to try and jump right into some productive work, or should I take a break from things and maybe, like, play video games or something. The fear, as always, is if I start with the fucking off early, it's hard to recover from that and get things done later in the day. On the other hand, if I'm all fucked up inside, maybe this isn't the best time to try and be productive anyway. I dunno. Some might depend on how T is doing, too.
It'll work itself out. I just need to try and calm my insides a little bit. Until next time.
T was up really early this morning not feeling well, so she's sacked back out and (I hope) recovering. Bad times. Like I said, I used the time to run some errands and get some chores and dailies done. The hope is to do some BSO editing today, so we'll see how that goes. I'll feel good if I can knock that out; then I can focus on getting caught up with OtT stuff.
Last night, T and I finished up Boston Legal. I forgot how much I enjoyed that show. I like chilling with T and watching TV, but I think I'm going to have to start doing less of that in the near future, depending of course on how all this work stuff goes. Which reminds me, I didn't mention it when I was recapping thoughts for the new year, but I also want to retool how I handle my finances and budgeting. Mostly that's dependent on getting some income first, though, so...I guess let me not put the cart before the horse on that one. I'm thinking of changing up MMP budgeting, too, anyway, so that'll probably be enough to keep me busy. Ooh, that's gonna be something else to handle next week, too.
So, yeah. I dunno. Stuff going on, and I'm not really feeling at the top of my game right now. Currently trying to decide what to do after I'm done here. Would it be better for me to try and jump right into some productive work, or should I take a break from things and maybe, like, play video games or something. The fear, as always, is if I start with the fucking off early, it's hard to recover from that and get things done later in the day. On the other hand, if I'm all fucked up inside, maybe this isn't the best time to try and be productive anyway. I dunno. Some might depend on how T is doing, too.
It'll work itself out. I just need to try and calm my insides a little bit. Until next time.